Core Concepts
The author grapples with the internal conflict between their body's desire for fame and their consciousness' yearning for self-expression and connection with others.
Abstract
The author reflects on the dilemma they face in their writing journey. On one hand, their body craves popularity, success, and prominence without much effort. On the other hand, their consciousness wants to express itself authentically and reach out to others, sharing their struggles and the power of choice.
The author acknowledges that this internal struggle will continue throughout their life, but they are determined to stay true to their authentic path, even if it is the harder choice. They express their intention to showcase their fears, dilemmas, and biases through their writing, with the hope that readers will relate to and see themselves in the author's journey.
The author draws inspiration from a quote by Lt. Col. Frank Slade, played by Al Pacino in the movie 'Scent of a Woman', which resonates with the author's own experience of knowing the right path but not always taking it due to the difficulty involved.
Quotes
"Now I have come to the crossroads in my life. I always knew what the right path was. Without exception, I knew. But I never took it. You know why? It was too damn hard."