Core Concepts
The author's personal journey of founding a UX design startup in Pakistan, facing challenges in management and leadership, and ultimately deciding to step away to gain more experience and self-improvement.
Abstract
The content describes the author's experience of founding a UX design startup called Designist in Pakistan in 2017. The first year was filled with uncertainty and a steep learning curve in managing the business and a growing team. The second year saw rapid growth but also significant mismanagement, lack of focus, and unclear goals, leading the author to struggle with his role as an inexperienced founder.
In the third year, the author faced a crisis of confidence, doubting his skills and passion for entrepreneurship. This prompted him to take a step back, travel, and reflect on his purpose. He realized he was not yet ready for the responsibilities of leading a startup and decided to part ways with Designist in 2019 to explore new opportunities and learn from others.
The author emphasizes the importance of self-awareness and being honest about one's readiness for entrepreneurship, even if it means letting go of a venture one is deeply passionate about. The content highlights the author's personal growth journey, including lessons learned in management, communication, and staying true to oneself.
Stats
The company grew from 2 to 12 employees over the course of the first two years.
The author struggled with dyslexia and managing the growing responsibilities of the business.
The author decided to leave the company in October 2019 to focus on self-improvement and gaining more experience.
Quotes
"I was skeptical about my venture and goals."
"As an inexperienced founder, with less than a year of prior work experience, I knew very little about managing."
"I couldn't handle it and doubted my own skills, feeling like a useless person relying on luck."
"I realized I wasn't yet ready to be a senior leader or an entrepreneur."