This reflective essay explores the internal struggle of feeling unworthy of love. The author, using evocative imagery, describes their guarded heart and fear of vulnerability, comparing themselves to a fortress afraid to let anyone too close. They question if their complexities and need for deep understanding make them "hard to love."
However, the essay also reveals glimmers of hope. The author acknowledges moments when the possibility of love feels real, like sunlight breaking through darkness. They ponder if love might find them in the quiet spaces and pauses, with someone who sees the worth in their weight and doesn't shy away from it.
Despite this hope, self-doubt lingers. The author contrasts their guardedness with the seeming ease of love in others, questioning if their need for understanding is too much to ask. Yet, a deep yearning for connection persists, a desire for someone patient and persistent enough to see beyond the surface and witness the softer heart within.
Ultimately, the essay concludes with a message of hope and self-acceptance. The author recognizes that love isn't about perfection but authenticity—allowing someone to see the hidden parts of oneself. They acknowledge their complexities while remaining open to the possibility of finding someone willing to navigate them, leading to a belief in their own worthiness of love.
Til et andet sprog
fra kildeindhold
medium.com
Vigtigste indsigter udtrukket fra
by R. Khoirotun kl. medium.com 10-21-2024
https://medium.com/@thefallpoet/most-of-the-time-i-think-i-am-hard-to-love-ccce76c096f9Dybere Forespørgsler