The content explores the writer's inner world and creative journey, marked by a deep sense of darkness, loss, and the struggle to realize their artistic vision.
The piece begins with vivid sensory descriptions, evoking a melancholic atmosphere - tears on the window, boots on the feet, and coffee as dark as a Joseph Conrad novel. The writer reflects on how they feel most alive in their darkness, when they write their best work.
The writer then delves into their meditations on lost love, likening it to ceramic tiles fallen off subway walls. They feel they have lost more doves than most people have caught, yet they consider this a form of fortune. The writer observes the towering pine trees swaying like past lovers, grown out of tombs, and wonders if they are far behind, their sun moving more slowly and their bones running at half pace.
The core of the piece focuses on the writer's creative challenges, where the "book" represents the writer's life work. The writer expresses the difficulty in realizing their vision, facing a chasm between their aspirations and their abilities. This chasm confronts the writer with their own limitations, questioning their identity and the purpose of their endeavor.
Throughout the content, the writer's voice is introspective, poetic, and deeply personal, conveying the emotional and existential struggles inherent in the creative process.
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by Roman Newell : medium.com 08-06-2024
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