Core Concepts
Embracing honesty can lead to greater authenticity, stronger relationships, and improved cognitive functioning.
Abstract
The author reflects on their lifelong struggle with being honest, even when social norms encourage white lies and masking one's true feelings. They describe how their unfiltered honesty has often been seen as embarrassing or inappropriate, leading them to learn to conform to societal expectations of polite dishonesty.
However, the author has found that their inability to lie smoothly has had some benefits. In social situations, such as dining out or playing poker, their honesty has been revealed through their "tells" and inability to maintain a convincing facade. Even their own family members have called them out on pretending to agree just to avoid conflict.
The author's friend's question about whether they can lie if needed prompted this article, as the author seems to have a reputation for being unusually honest in their communications. The core message is that embracing honesty, despite social pressures to be dishonest, can lead to greater authenticity, stronger relationships, and improved cognitive functioning by freeing up working memory that would otherwise be occupied by maintaining a false persona.
Stats
"My lying skills are pathetic."
"When I was a child, my mother used to scold me for 'speaking without using my brain.' She found my unfiltered and unrelenting honesty embarrassing."
"Even my neurodivergent pre-teen calls me out when I pretend to agree with him to avoid escalation. 'You are just saying what I want to hear!' would be his indignant retort."
Quotes
"The truth will set your working memory free, and that's just one benefit."
"Through conditioning, I learnt that social norms require me to tell white lies and mask myself. But I've always found my masks to be ill-fitting."