Core Concepts
The journey of self-discovery can lead to feelings of betrayal and uncertainty about whether we truly know ourselves or if we are creating our identities.
Abstract
In the article, the author reflects on being 29 and feeling a sense of betrayal despite having achieved everything they wanted. They express a deep introspection into their life, questioning how they got to where they are and the changes that have occurred. Despite being ahead in their plans, there is a lingering emptiness and confusion. The author delves into the exhaustive process of trying to understand themselves, constantly questioning who they are and what truly brings them happiness. This self-exploration has led to a sense of entitlement, expecting to have all the answers by now after years of introspection. However, they grapple with the idea of whether they truly uncover their identity or if they are merely improvising it.
Quotes
"I’ve spent 4 years trying to work out who I am, by now I should know."