Centrala begrepp
The author is struggling with self-loathing and an inability to fully embrace the love offered by another person, due to the influence of their past and internal dilemmas.
Sammanfattning
The content expresses the author's internal turmoil and self-loathing. They acknowledge that they have become the type of person they once despised the most. The author feels that they are the problem in the relationship, and that the other person's love is a "bandage" that protects but never heals their wounds.
The author recognizes that the other person found them at their lowest point, but they were unable to be pulled up. The author feels trapped by the chains of their past, which influence their ongoing battles. They express a desire to love the other person loudly, but feel that a "perfect world" where this is possible does not exist.
The author believes that the other person wants to be their "new home," but they will never be able to fully recognize or embrace this. They feel that they will always choose to walk away, unable to drown in the other person's love. The author ultimately advises the other person to not waste their love on the author, and to put it to better use.
Citat
"You were a bandage that protects but never heals. You were a flame that ignited something in me — but you burn too bright for me, so I had to puff you out."
"In a perfect world, I'd kill to love you the loudest."
"You wanna be my new home, but baby let up, I won't ever recognize these roads."