The author, a Gen-Z in her early 20s, expresses a strong urge to write and share her thoughts, which have been accumulating in her notes app. She feels distanced from her friends due to the demands of adulting and the scattering of her social circle across the globe.
The author's thoughts cover a wide range of topics, from geopolitical situations to the books she's reading and her frustrations with certain public figures. She acknowledges that this endless stream of thoughts often remains "half-baked" and unexpressed.
The author recognizes that creativity and art demand to be felt and expressed, and this calling to write has become stronger than ever. She attributes this to her existential angst and the battle against burnout from capitalism, as she tries to "make it" in a flawed economy.
The author's burnout extends to her consumption habits, as she finds herself spending her savings on perfecting herself rather than truly living. She grapples with the opportunity cost of this, feeling that she is giving up her youth in the pursuit of looking and being "young forever."
The author describes the clash of feelings she experiences, simultaneously feeling too old and too young. On one hand, she feels responsible and mature when she chooses to prioritize self-care and work commitments over social activities. On the other hand, she feels like a "baby" when she compares herself to her peers who are "killing it" in their fields and enjoying life.
Ultimately, the author decides to take a spontaneous trip to Goa with a friend, as a modest rebellion against the pervasive sense of urgency. She chooses to invest in memories rather than unnecessary purchases this month, hoping to return to work slightly wiser and more balanced.
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by Meghna Govin... lúc medium.com 04-03-2024
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